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Dave's Journal

25th January, 2004. 3:12 am. wow

God damn but it's been a long time. It's still the same old dave. I'm 18 now, out of the closet, I have a boyfriend, I'm a senior. So many things seem different. It's so wierd finding this. I had forgotten that it existed, then my boyfriend found it and pointed me to it. My new journal is [info]horsedreamer. my boyfriend is at [info]homeless_at_nyu.

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1st July, 2001. 6:27 pm. Weather

Whether the weather be cold or whether the weather be hot, we'll weather the weather, whatever the weather, whether we like it or not.

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1st July, 2001. 1:17 am. grad parties

have you ever been to a grad party, start to finish? in my experience, it usually starts out sucking. people havent finished arriving until half way through. when everyone arrives, people start getting together in small groups and talk about the past, the future, and make a lot of jokes, not all clean, not all good. in the end, everyone comes together in what is usually an anticlimax compared to the small group thing. after this point, sometimes the place clears out, sometimes everyone stays. in better parties, people stick around. if people dont clear out within the next 3 hours, it usually turns into a sleepover. this is more likely if alcohol is involved. then everyone goes home and sees eachother at the next party they go to

Current mood: awake.

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28th June, 2001. 2:30 pm. PUBLIC NOTICE

i write my journal for my own purposes. i dont write so people can agree or dissagree with me. i dont care. the opinions expressed herein dont even necesarrily represent my opinions at all times, so i dont even want to hear any of your shit. because i am gay and there is nothing i can do about it :)

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27th June, 2001. 4:26 am. suicide

have you ever been inspired to do something incredibly stupid? you know, the kind of thing that makes a lot of sense when you are thinking of it but any other time it seems like a really bad idea? razor blades are a bad idea. bathtubs, swimming pools, any other standing water is a bad idea. pills are a bad idea unless you have enough. stomach pumps are not my idea of fun. just remember, dont do anything to yourself when you dont know what you're doing that you wouldnt do if you did know what you were doing. you are playing the worlds biggest practical joke on yourself, so make sure if you do that you will know who did it.

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27th June, 2001. 2:57 am. First Entry

well, i gotta say this is the first time i have ever used an online journal. it seems kinda wierd for me. i hope it will be more successful than my previous attempts at keeping a journal. so anyways, the only big things happening in my life are my upcoming trip to florida and my dad's death. hmm.... i dont know. i guess im to tired for this right now. ima go to bed.

Current mood: depressed.
Current music: Blink182 - Story of a Lonely Guy.

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26th June, 2001. 6:48 pm. brad +(?) laura

brad. laura. artman. where do i fit in to this? right where brad puts me. why doesn't he just be single for a while. i dont think ive ever had a serious girlfriend in my life. i know it sucks being single, but i also know that it sucks to keep trying for something that you cant get. being single does have its advantages. you can flirt with whoever the fuck you want. you dont have to be worrying about how she is, where she is, who she's with, who she might be flirting with. you tend to think more clearly. i think it's time for brad to call it quits and stop trying to get me to help him with something that quite frankly i dissagree with him on.

Current mood: lonely.
Current music: eve6 - heres to the night.

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